Orange and Vanilla
I remember the Taste
of sweet citrus relief-
of experienced hands gifting me
a brief glimpse into ecstasy.
Orange blends with vanilla in a soda cup
rising through a thin straw
at the insistence of my lips.
This is the Taste of nostalgia:
of Irish lullabies and
dinosaur pop-up books,
of walls stained yellow
from cigarette smoke.
This is the Taste of “limited time only”s:
of enjoy it while it lasts,
of wanting to repeat moments before
they’re gone for good.
This is the Taste of yearning
for last times occuring before
knowing they were
last times.
For the return of the once perceived
longevity that the future held,
for days when I didn’t need to
remember a Taste.
